Bonjour New Year~

I've been meaning to post for a while but I keep getting distracted.

Anyways, I just want to say happy new year to anyone reading this. I hope it will be better than 2012. Not that 2012 was particularly bad for me, but some things could have gone better. But I still believe everything happened for a reason, so let's hope the reason is a good one.

This night went by so quickly in my opinion. I've been extending new year's greetings since 11am to those in Asia, so it doesn't really feel so....you know....right now. Personally I'm a little sleepy- I woke up at 8am to order Kamijo's rose ring.

Speaking of Kamijo, THAT CALENDAR. THERE'S SUPPOSED TO BE A SHOWER SCENE. I NEED IT IN MY HANDS. DON'T YOU KNOW I'M BROKE, KAMIJO??
Oh! I got an email from his fanmail address concerning the 1/26 event (and even though I can't go due to me living across the freaking ocean) that email still made my day simply because of the little new year's greeting at the beginning!! I smile like an idiot every time I think of it. I want to go so badly T^T

My resolution for this new year is to actually stretch every day, because I really need to become more flexible. Hopefully I'll be able to keep this one, but we'll see how it goes.

So, happy new year, work hard, enjoy the time you have, watch new tv shows... Enjoy it!

Side note- bubzbeauty's Bohemian hairstyle is my newest favourite. It's simply perfect!! Plus my thick hair doesn't get in the way for once, yay~

Looooook~~

Here's the tutorial for the hairstyle:

Oh yes, my name is Christmas Treeee~

Merry Christmas! Although I'm still not feeling very Christmas-y... I still think that's because I haven't seen Grandma Got Runover By A Reindeer properly for the season. How sad...

I felt more Christmas-y in October than I do right now.

Anyways, this year my mom actually let us open our gifts at 12, before we went to sleep. I was deeply shocked. I swear we had a remote control helicopter convention at our house tonight, lol.

I actually didn't feel like eating much tonight (and that was my only meal for the day). It reminded me of the good old days of me hating to chew. Not that I stopped or anything.

I just finished watching Chateau de Versailles -Holy Grail- for the FIRST TIME EVER. AND OH MY GOD WAS IT WORTH THE WAIT. FAVOURITE CHRISTMAS GIFT RIGHT HERE. UGH YOU PERFECT BAND YOU.

Moving on, it is currently 4:41am, and this is about the time we're usually waking our parents up to open gifts. Christmas is so strange this year. But I still have to go by my dad later and deal with all my family, so at least some things never change...

Anyways, I hope you guys have a happy "MERRY FUCK'IN CHRISTMAS". Stay safe, eat lots, avoid your relatives, and LISTEN TO WHITENESS.

Oh! Look my nails match my Christmas pjs!!

MOTHERFUCKIN' APOCALYPSE 2K12

It is currently 12:32am here. So far all is the same. The neighbour's dogs started barking though. I await the fire and the floods ands so on. I'll check back in a few hours. So of this really is the end, I'll see you all in hell.

xoxo; Gossip Girl ;*

~*~EDIT~*~

7:19pm
Satan says hi.

Thank You, Versailles

So, the day has finally come. Versailles' final live will be in a few hours. I am not good with expressing feelings through writing (or words for that matter), and now I feel as though my entire vocabulary has left me. I honestly cannot begin to thank you guys enough.

Early 2011, I became interested in the magical world of JRock. It started out with GACKT, and it kind of escalated from there. Through a Malice Mizer video, I found this:

I watched it, and my initial reaction was basically "meh".

I knew they were talented, and the song sounded really good to me, but it just didn't capture my interest very much. (mind you I was still super obsessed with JPop so that should explain it)

Not too long after, I came across another one of their videos:


Once again I liked it, but I was very skeptical about an eight minute song.

And then, I found it.
The one video that changed everything.
The song that changed my life.
I found it.



After listening to this song it was safe to say I was in love.
This contained everything I valued in a song at the time: a nice voice, short, catchy chorus. It was prefect!

So I did some exploring and fell deeper and deeper into this web of roses, and I loved every minute of it. I became attached to them, learnt their stories, admired them whole-heartedly. I slowly became a part of their fandom, and I was welcomed with open arms.

This fandom....wow. Yes, Roses have arguments and differences and fights and butthurt people, but the fact that we all adore these men so much just makes me so happy. Happy enough to forget just how stupid some people can really be.

Versailles have shown me the true meaning of beauty; they have shown me how to see the beauty that is all around me. They have given me a new interest in roses. I was introduced the Vampire Chronicles series by Anne Rice. They have also introduced me to many other talented bands/performers. I owe them so much.

They have become my role models. They have inspired me to work harder to achieve my dream. They help me sleep at night. They make my days a lot less sucky.

I can't imagine my life without you.

Yes, I will miss you greatly, but I will not lose faith. You said this is a hiatus, and so that is what I believe. I know you will come back to us one day. I will be patient. And when you do come back, I will welcome you with open arms. I trust in your judgement when it comes to decisions like these, and I know you want what's best for your fans.

So until we meet again, just know that I miss you, I'm thinking of you always, and I love you. I can't wait to see you again. Maybe then I can finally meet you all in person to show you my gratitude? I look forward to the day.

Like I said, I'm not good with words, but
thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you,
for everything.